8:206) Red 27-MAY-98 20:14

I think the most endearing trait he has is that he never wants to let go. He's the one who holds on to ME in public and kisses me and wants everyone to know "THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND!!". He tells me how good looking I am all the time, how he misses me. He acts like a three year old. He curls up between my legs and rests his head on my stomach while I talk on the phone to a long lost friend, occasionally flipping channels, or lifting his head to say something to me that I don't pay any attention to. I stroke his black hair and smile indulgently at him and try to keep him under control in public, as I have often seen mothers do with young children. He makes me feel wanted.

and needed..

just a little. He works in the deli at Hardings, and everytime I come to see him, he smiles his little boy smile, full of slightly crooked teeth, wraps me in a sweaty, bloody hug before returning to wash the dishes and sweeping the floors. They always let him off early when I come around.

Even when we're just walking to his house, or to his friend's house, he keeps his arm around my waist. He insists he owns me, and that I own him right back. Perfectly fair. He likes to be submissive and doesn't mind it when I playfully bite him on the neck. He wears a collar I gave him that says "SLAVE" on it and my ring and boasts to his friends about me.

He makes me feel wanted...he calls ME everynight, instead of me always having to hound him. It's nice for a change...

(: RED :)