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response 8:150 — the 140th of 212 that survive. Forward and back walk every number, 8:0 to 8:240; the missing have pages of their own.

8:150) Sarah Neyaz 17-MAR-98 15:29

I look around myself, and i'm trapped in a tiny room where there are no walls but there are people all around me instead, making a wall. Some holding me back some pushing me too far. When i've felt like I can't take anymore i'm so frustrated, i can't even cry, and no one undertsands what I'm going through. All the so called 'walls' enclose, as i become smaller and smaller, and become less noticable. Maybe it's better taht way so they'll leave me alone. People ask me what's wrong but they don't even care to listen to my answer, cus they're so wrapped up in their own little worlds. People keep demanding more and more from me, when all i have left is nothing . Can't they see it through my eyes? feelings of insanity rush through me, cus i know there's no chance to break free.

listen — Sarah Neyaz, in the voice cast for this edition

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