response 8:202 — the 179th of 212 that survive. Forward and back walk every number, 8:0 to 8:240; the missing have pages of their own.
8:202) Sarah Neyaz 27-yes.98 15:33
Worrying, worrying, worrying. That's all I've been doing. High school exams, life, friends...and more. The pressure of my parents expecting me to be as good as my brother in school. My brother The Doctor, that is. Can't I be myself, Why must I always be compared to him? I'm expected to be someone i'm not, someone who i'll never be. I want to live my own life, where no one is comparing me, and I AM myself. I'm sick of walking in my brother's footsteps. I want to walk on a new path, on my own path, my own way, away from all of this.
listen — Sarah Neyaz, in the voice cast for this edition
Editor’s note — the date in this header is corrupt in both surviving copies (“27-yes.98”). The responses around it are dated 23–27 May 1998, so 27 May 1998 is the probable true date; the header is printed as it stands in the witnesses, not repaired. See the colophon.