8:53) Katherine Blanke (KAT) 10-JAN-98 1:44

quiet now, after the return of what i call my "learning experience"...last night, fatique drenched over me, i could hear the rain on my ceiling, thin as it is. in the dark, layers of covers, just the shadows and me, listening to the rain on my roof. if only it wasn't cold, i'd go sit in it...have it engulf me, soak me up until i became whole... tired again tonight, but a craving to write burns bright inside me, so bright, it's a dancing temptation. a curse for the uninspired, a blessing when in need of self-expression...sex, sex, sex...seems the word is all i hear and never do, but 'tis not a bad thing. when i lie with him, when he touches me, when we hold each other, kiss, hug, caress, massage, we make love...just not the scientific definition, just our own.

@!KAT